感触....

Mixed feelings for the day...

Where should I start... Started the day going for a meeting for a project that has been dragged for the longest time... well not to bad.. at least finally it's gonna begin...

Next, it was my colleague telling me that he got a job offer. In a way, I did see it coming but on the other hand, I still felt it.... The project gonna be landing on me alone.. fear? there's bound to be.. Too many stakeholders... too much changes... too many iterations.. to the extent that I'm lost sometimes too... Well.. Looking on the bright side... I told myself... whatever doesn't kill makes us stronger... Have confidence in myself!

Went for the other client meeting after lunch.. was a good meeting.. something positive came out of a proposal that I wrote. I do feel happy though it also means more work.. but I do feel a sense of satisfaction. Told myself to have more confidence in myself.. do not be afraid to speak up too!

Back to office.. feeling tired and a little feverish/headache.. was telling Anson... tomorrow will be a better day and he said,"Is it that bad today?"...and I replied,"well it is a good day but tomorrow will be a fantastic day!" I seriously do mean it though there are some mixed feelings..

I've got a call from a recruitment agency again.. on and off, I have been recieving call but I have told myself to stay till end of the year. Thus, I haven't really consider any other options for now. Is this the right choice? I started asking myself. Or is it because I'm tired of having to go through the process? But if I were to look at things objectively, I do think that there are learning opportunities for me currently and I do get more exposure now. Moreover, chances to travel..though it may be just China only for now.

Things will just fall in place... Look at the positive side of things.. I'm sure everything will work out!