Is research really my cup of tea? I wonder.. I seem to be doubting that.. It sometimes feel like a "con job". Do I really believe in whatever I have written? Is research really meaningful? Why am I having doubts and such thoughts on my mind? Am I just feeling tired? Oris this one project affecting me so much? I really dunno.. Maybe all I want is to just take a break.. away from everything..Do something that keep me happy. Life is short. Everyday should be a happy day. Maybe today is just a bad day.
Well in any case, I know tomorrow is going to be a better day for me. Yes, I have put in so much effort, I'm sure the client see it in my report too! Cindy Jia you! Do your very best to fufil your responsibility so long you are still in it!
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Sunday, November 16, 2008
幸福
幸福...Yes, I'm indeed a 幸福 girl to have dear dear... It feels great to hear from people how my dear dear feel about me. It's added assurance? Hmm... Can't really explain it but it still feel good to hear that. "You have already won Phong's heart"...
Friday, November 14, 2008
Emotions....
It's interesting to get in touch with my own emotions.... Why do all of us have emotions? I guess emotions make our lives more interesting...
I seem to be missing my dear dear more this time round compared to his last trip... I wanted so much to send dear dear off even though I know I will only get to see him for a short while... I followed my emotions and left office early to send dear dear off.. It was certainly a right choice made! I felt good and am glad that I made that choice! Somehow I'm already starting to miss my dear dear... Hmm.. it's a much shorter trip.. 3 weeks will pass soon and I will see dear dear very soon! Shall just concentrate on my work and other stuff while dear dear is away so that we can spend more quality time together when he comes back and also we can concentrate on our renovations...
Two weeks back, on Ruth's birthday.. I was also in touch with my emotions... hehe... in fact this was what my dear dear told me when I mentioned to him how I felt.. yea.. "in touch with my emotions!" We were celebrating Ruth's birthday for her.. everyone was a few words to her.. I was very touched..maybe was the whole atmosphere.. I teared even though it was her birthday! I can't really explain it but was very touched with everyone's words... Ruth is indeed a really great friend and colleague to have! She is one of the closest colleague here.... Maybe it pains my heart also whenever I see her rushing for her deadlines.. Always feel that she should take care of herself more.. "Ate Ruth, remember to take good care of yourself k..... health is more important!" I also gave her a box of "happiness".. Got her little gifts and made her a photo frame.. I put it all in a box and called it box of happiness.. Am happy that she likes it too!
Great friends are hard to come by.. I must say I am really lucky to have many great friends and colleagues around.. Thank you everyone who have made a difference in my life! I'm so blessed to have you along with me to walk through this journey of life! Of course, not forgetting my dear "papa" and "dear dear"! I'm a fortunate gal! So 幸福!
I seem to be missing my dear dear more this time round compared to his last trip... I wanted so much to send dear dear off even though I know I will only get to see him for a short while... I followed my emotions and left office early to send dear dear off.. It was certainly a right choice made! I felt good and am glad that I made that choice! Somehow I'm already starting to miss my dear dear... Hmm.. it's a much shorter trip.. 3 weeks will pass soon and I will see dear dear very soon! Shall just concentrate on my work and other stuff while dear dear is away so that we can spend more quality time together when he comes back and also we can concentrate on our renovations...
Two weeks back, on Ruth's birthday.. I was also in touch with my emotions... hehe... in fact this was what my dear dear told me when I mentioned to him how I felt.. yea.. "in touch with my emotions!" We were celebrating Ruth's birthday for her.. everyone was a few words to her.. I was very touched..maybe was the whole atmosphere.. I teared even though it was her birthday! I can't really explain it but was very touched with everyone's words... Ruth is indeed a really great friend and colleague to have! She is one of the closest colleague here.... Maybe it pains my heart also whenever I see her rushing for her deadlines.. Always feel that she should take care of herself more.. "Ate Ruth, remember to take good care of yourself k..... health is more important!" I also gave her a box of "happiness".. Got her little gifts and made her a photo frame.. I put it all in a box and called it box of happiness.. Am happy that she likes it too!
Great friends are hard to come by.. I must say I am really lucky to have many great friends and colleagues around.. Thank you everyone who have made a difference in my life! I'm so blessed to have you along with me to walk through this journey of life! Of course, not forgetting my dear "papa" and "dear dear"! I'm a fortunate gal! So 幸福!
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