2 months anniversary...

Today is sort of the second month anniversary of me and dear dear..."sort of"....because I have never say "yes" to be his gf when we get attached. Thus he said," since it is this week that we become closer as a couple, we shall have an anniversary week instead of a day to mark the anniversary then. =)

It is also this day (2 months back) that everything went very smoothly for us when we were out. We chatted a lot in Labrador Park and there was one thing that made him really happy that he lifted me and swing me. He was grinning ear to ear and both our faces were full of smiles..

I ever tell asked myself....will this just gonna be "honeymoon period" and how long will this last? Of course, I hope that it will never end. Dear dear share the same sentiments as me when I asked him in the email too. He said," If I ever stop being sweet to you, just tell me okie? A gentle reminder never hurts..Right now, I know everytime I see you so happy, I feel happy too!" These words meant a lot to me. So sweet of dear dear.. hehe...

Gifts from dear dear...

My best buddy....

I received a couple of sms from my good friend who is now in China.. Glad that he has sort out his thoughts. Hopefully, it is really a closure for this chapter of his life and a brand new one will start when he returns.

It's been a while since we last chatted. Guess maybe we did drift apart a little. It all started about a year back when he returned from U.S. We have been chatting less often and meeting up less. hmm...guess now that I am attached, my time to chat with him has also reduced. Sorry, coconut that I have been neglecting you quite a bit especially recently. Wanting to call you in China but often it is too late for me to call you when I get home. Not to say now that my phone line is down too...

He is indeed the closet friend of mine. Yes, my best friend happen to be a guy friend instead of a gal friend. He has always been by my side when I needed him most. He has always been my closest friend whom I share all my happy and sad times with. Someone whom I can just pick up the phone and call anytime I want.

Recalling a few years back.....there was once when I was really sad and worried in the middle of the night over my mum....so I called him, we chatted and after which he asked me to try to get some sleep. About half an hour later, he called me on my mobile and said that he was outside my house. He took a cab over and brought me the chicken soup and cheese cake that he made that day knowing that I could not sleep and might be hungry. I was really surprised and touched. It was in the middle of the night, at about 3+ am! He left after he passed me the stuff. This is one incident which I will never forget.

Coconut, thanks for always being by my side, especially through the tough times of my life. Friends forever.... =)

Happiness will come..

Life has been brighten up with my dear dear entering in my life...This relationship came when I least expected it to.....Guess it is all fate that brought us together....After a big circle....knowing each other a few years back and never really keep in touch till last year end when we started going out in groups.....and now we are a couple. I always believe in fate. If two persons are meant to be, somehow they will end up together someday. I must say his sincerity really touched my heart. All the little actions, all the effort he put in made a difference. He gave me a very genuine feeling that I have never felt. It is a secure feeling and I know that he meant whatever he had said.

In fact, it was quite a big step for me to get attached. I have been single for more than 3 years and have been used to the kind of freedom I had. Of course, I do not mean I will not have my own freedom if I were to get attached but things will not be the same. It was just that I was so used to being single and having lots of fun going out with my friends especially for the past one year. Also, guess the "hurt" that was caused by a relationship that I almost had but didn't in the end. Anyway, all these do not matter anymore as I know I have made the right decision in accepting my dear dear. He was too good to be missed.

I find myself getting attached to him more each day. Wanting to spend more time with him, missing him and loving him a little more each day. Though it has only been about two months that we have been together, it seems longer. Maybe cos our dating process was longer. At least longer than all my past relationships. But it was good. At least we converse a lot, give each other time to know each other better before we commit in a relationship. Like what dear dear said, maybe we will also tend to treasure more when it is not something that is achieved easily.

Both of us believe that communication is very important in a relationship. We are able to share and talk about our feelings and things that have happened. He always make me feel comfortable in telling him my feelings and thoughts. Somehow, dear dear could also sense it when I am feeling sad too. He can be more sensitive than I thought he is...hehe..*winkz*

Dear dear, thanks for pampering me and loving me the way you do.....