Thanks for loving me the way you do...

The title of this post is exactly what I wanna say to dear dear... Thanks for loving me the way you do... I was really touched by what you told me last night.. especially when you know "promise" to me is a very strong word and usually neither would I want anyone to promise me anything nor me to promise anyone something.

Yesterday was a rather lousy day for me.. Slept away most of my time and accomplished nothing.. somehow can't help feeling lousy at the end of the day. Kinda of angry with myself. I was feeling sad at the end of the day too. When I was chatting with dear dear at night, my tears uncontrollably just dropped.. It got worse after I hang up the phone with dear dear. Somehow did not know the exact reason as to why I rained. I was just feeling sad and couldn't control my tears... It kept trickling down.. As I was raining, I missed my mummy. I suddenly had this scary fear of losing papa. Thinking papa was rather unhappy at work and because of granny issue. Somehow I didn't know how I can help papa in anyway to make him feel better too. It was then I decided to call dear dear. I wanna stop crying and share with him my sadness too. I knew that he would want me to share with him and be there for me when girl girl is sad too.. It was a right move to call dear dear... It was also our very first promise that we made to each other... love you dear.. =)

How much our memories means to dear dear…

Monday afternoon, dear dear called me on my mobile and asked if I was free to talk. He said," something sad happened..... At the moment, I was stunned. Thought were running through my mind and the first thought was if something happened to his granny as earlier on his granny was in hospital. I was rather relieved when I knew it wasn't. But dear dear was feeling really sad and angry as his laptop was stolen. He was sad not because of the money but the things that were inside. He was sad that he has lost all the photos and the 50 over video clips which we took in Tokyo. When I heard it, I didn't know how to console dear dear. How I wish I can be there to give him a hug.

When dear dear was driving home, I was rather worried that he would be distracted when he was driving. Furthermore it was raining too. It was only when he messaged me that he reached home then I felt better. He sms, "The pain of losing the pics just remind me realise how much u and our memories mean to me... I won't let this happen again..." On one hand, I could really feel how sad dear dear was. But on the other hand, I felt really touched that I meant so much to dear dear. I knew that he must be feeling lousy so I decided to skip my boxercise and look for dear dear instead. As I was on my way to dear dear's place, I was so afraid that he was not home....and it really happened. I called him when I was reaching and he was driving. Hmm... wanted to give dear dear and a surprised but didn't have a choice but to ask him where he was and that I was actually at his void deck. I knew I made the right choice when I saw dear dear. =)

Dear dear, though we have lost the video clips, the memories will always be with us. We can always take many many more video clips with both of us smiling. With dear dear around, girl girl will be a happy girl....What most important is my dear dear and not those video clips ya...

Dear Dear I love you!

Wonderful birthday!

Had a fantastic birthday this year too.. Having so many friends and relatives wishing me (just sms alone think I have about 30 sms).. How lucky of me to have so many people to celebrate birthday with me.. Am really a fortunate gal.. I have 4 birthday cakes in all..hehe.. =)

This year is also the first year that dear dear spend my birthday with me... It was a simple but lovely night... dear dear picked me up from work... On the way to dinner, dear dear gave me my birthday present. I was a little surprised as earlier on dear dear has been asking me what I wanted as he didn't know what to get me. Thus, I thought dear dear will bring me to buy my present and I wasn't really expecting anything... But I was happy to receive birthday tatty... =) We went to Angus House at Takashimaya for dinner. It has very nice ambiance and the food was delicious too. Dear dear said wanna celebrate my birthday with pa pa. So we bought a small cake home with brownie and ice-cream. As I had two cake in office that afternoon, I didn't really wanna have proper cake too.. Think it was really sweet of dear dear to think of coming home to celebrate my birthday with papa at the strike of twelve...